1. |
Goodbye to Heartache
02:25
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If only I could play it cool
And brush you off, pass you by
Quell the echoes ringing from my hollowness
Deep inside
Why do I waste myself away
Let every kiss, turn to cries
Elementary humiliation
Every, time I
Try my, best to say
Goodbye, to heartache
Telling myself I’m okay with dancing alone
Mirror pep talks leave me laughing
From the way, I seem to choke
On my false assurance of myself
‘Cause to, you I’m a joke
The reluctance in your eyes
Holds everything to break me so
Always first to shatter and
The last to let go
Try my, best to say
Goodbye, to heartache
Telling myself I’m okay with dancing alone
Left lying awake
Counting, my mistakes
Foolish for thinking you could ever love
Impossible that you could feel any different
So why did you let me stay?
Is it something more that's leaving you breathless
Or just the thrill of the game?
Try my, best to say
Goodbye, to heartache
Telling myself I’m okay with dancing alone
Left lying awake
Counting, my mistakes
Foolish for thinking you could ever love
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2. |
Ask Me Why
02:50
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Spent hours getting ready
For the seconds that we'd speak
Hair perfect for the moment
That you'd turn your back on me
Arms wrapped around another
And once again I feel sixteen
I'm just a friendly face
Faking a smile to my daydream
How can you ask me why
Your words turn into tears in my eyes?
Does it give you pleasure
Knowing I'm a fool for you?
My cheeks burning red
I can tell you're so amused
Don't have the kind of grace
To leave you spellbound with a wink
Sure, I've got poetry
But I choke up and then
I sink
How can you ask me why
Your words turn into tears in my eyes?
Fingers crossed but I know deep inside
My hearts been fun and games all this time
All this time
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3. |
Another Drug
02:59
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Don’t wanna make home at this harbor
Foggy fantasy grows stronger
You’ve bit your bottom lip
And I’m feeling a little sick
As I shift my weight left to right and stall
It’s the end of the night
And I’m waving goodbye
Leaning tower in my chest ready to fall
Was I just another drug that you wanted to try?
Use me up then burn me out with no goodbye, oh why
Another drug for you
Another drug for you
No badge of honor, I’m just a killjoy
I’m no fun at all
Putty in your hands a shelf toy
Oh boy, oh boy
Still I write you poetry
Though you may have forgotten me
Deep down I know it’s all a waste
Against the grain, innocent crimes
Are you just desensitized?
All you wanna do is fuck your pain away
Away, away
Away
Was I just another drug that you wanted to try?
Use me up then burn me out with no goodbye, oh why
Another drug for you
Another drug for you
Another drug for you
Another drug for you
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4. |
Fool For Yesterday
02:09
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Sometimes I feel like this winter will never end as
I lie awake wondering if we’ll meet again
Habitually I put my heart on the line when
I knew deep down that you’d leave me behind
I’m just a fool for yesterday
Living in my head
I wish I could sleep you away
And the time that we left unspent
I’m always your shoulder but when I need to cry I’ve
Only got my pillow here by my side
Maybe that’s why I can’t bear to turn off the lights when
I go to bed the reality’s unkind
I’m just a fool for yesterday’s
Mischief in your eyes
I wish I could sleep you away
Oh believe me, I try and try
Sometimes I feel like this winter will never end as
I lie awake wishing that we never met
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